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Rape in my Head I
Chained to a Wall, Blood leaking on the floor, smells of suicide, youve ruined my life, I think you dont mean to hurt me, Sigma, But I see it sponges off you like Useless flesh, skin is hung up on the hangers, I think your sick and over complicated, Ive lost all reserve, I think ive come to deserve your punishment, but now Im locked in my head, I see you dragging another woman by the hair on her head, this time I look through the chiseled out peep hole. You took her into a shed, I wept a tear, and now im sure Im not the only woman for you. I hate You, I hate You, I hate you, I create a feeling in you, Im not a slut, and this Rape is not in my head, you stole me, now you control me, how much I want to kill you only compares to how much I want to kill myself.od
wow
that was intense, and the ending hit hard
Much Love
Ashley
Deeper in.
Thanks for that, When I write these intense dark Poems, it makes me extremely sad on the inside, but it also gives me perspective to why being tortured in ones own body is so bad. This really has a more deep meaning than rape, if you see it says sigma as the name of the "proposed rapists" its because my mind has dark thoughts and I feel like im being raped by this alter ego of mine.
My Alter/Ego=Sigma
My Better Side=Aigma
My Terrible Side=Myself