Wishes

I wish I never had to wait

For anything at all,

I wish that what I wanted

Would just be there waiting for me

And I could pretend to be surprised

To make the game feel a little more

Like a game,

But I wish I had just to wish.



Instead, I wander

In sleep, through dreams

Peopling them with nothing more

Than wishes.

And sleeping days away, to stay

Where dreams are prettier.

Where I'm prettier.

Were I never to wake,

I can't see a problem,

And i'd have my wishes.

There wouldn't be anymore melancholy

Over things that are just wishes,

That will never happen.

That I'm left looking at through

Double-paned glass

With a pained expression on my face.

Because sometimes wishes, hurt.

Sometimes not having anything but wishes

Hurts.



11:23 AM 6/26/03

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