Tearing me up, up
Torn
Wrenching me up, up
Bleeding
Everyone's escaped
Left me to drown
I'll float down, down
Cry, cry
Don't cry, everyone screams
I want to scream
But I can't
My throat's closed
Like my eyes
I don't want to see
Why care,
Why love?
Scream, they say
You'll feel better.
And when the screaming doesn't work?
What then?
Do I pull things apart?
Destroying meaningless items?
Ha, why bother,
Why Care?
And they say I'm like them
That I'll feel it too
That I'll feel better....
Should I tell them,
That I feel
Like a drenched rain cloud?
Should I point out,
All the little pin points and dead scars
All over me
Devour me....
And soon the wounds,
They'll be bigger
Like Christine's.
Does anyone know about her...
This girl,
I wrote about her once,
Christine's doesn't
seem like a
bad idea anymore...
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