Paradise

Water washed up against my legs

Warm and sticky.

I can feel the grains of sand that cling to my skin.

Thousands of grains,

That white sand off the beaches of tropical paradise.



So I pretend.

I pretend I've found paradise...

Because it seemed like a nice dream.

I closed my eyes,

Let the surf move over me;

It's like being on a cloud.

Your body floating in that warm summer water.



I could smell the flowers of my paradise...

Hibiscus and jasmine

Overpowering, assaulting my senses.

But I couldn't see them.

I still had my eyes closed.



My hands are coiled in my lap,

Limp like rag dolls.

I can't remember...

Do I still have control of my hands?

They're still mine right?



I dreamt of a paradise...

Where I was alone.

But. That was alright.

I needed to get away.

There was something,

A long time ago...

That I can almost remember.

Someone telling me to get out before it was too late.

Too late for what? I mumble, half awake.



Warm and sticky...

Not water.

And the grains....

Bits of powdered glass.

And it comes together.

I'll never open my eyes again.

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