i see you
in and out
within five
and
i'm
searching for god, again
only finding cold ones,
and wishing for summer days
when I remember, suddenly
that I hate summer.
so, I wonder..
should I change
this little winter dress,
and feign a smile,
while watching you go for little girls
with orange curls,
and old men with
lint in their pockets?
I can't remember
the last time I saw your
smile, edgy
and green eyes,
lite my fire, baby.
And, before you notice that all I've put together
are meaningless words,
into more meaningless phrases,
and, before I notice
That I've revealed myself in waves,
and listened for your righting reflex,
We'll all be sitting on a couch,
smoking a bowl,
and watching a porn flick.
Because porn isn't just for losers anymore.
Its art,
ohh baby, make it harder,
and entertainment
rolled into one.
I laugh when you quote Vonnegut or Doug Adams,
and you tell me its all elitist bullshit,
"go fuck yourself."
but there are too many stars in the sky, baby
and it seems luck just done run out...
but I still have
my cold gods
and cherries jubilee
8:59 AM 2/15/03