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why does it seem like my first love come in and out of my life.I told him I would be fine with being friends after he broke up with me but now it seem like he want me to be more then friends.He tells me that he dont just want to be friends.How can i believe him after what he put me though?I loved him when i was with him but he hurt me too.He always seem come around when he dont have a gurlfriend and when he does he dont talk to me barely.I finally found someone that I love...why cant he accept that i only want him as a friend cuz i was hurt after what he put me though.He will always have a part of my heart cuz he was my first love but i dont know if i can deal with what he told me 2day cuz im still hurt from the past.And I dont think he gets it that I really do love my man that im with.I wish my best friend would stop telling him my business that make me mad.Im trying my hardest to work things out with my man now and he have realize that he fucked up for what he did and he is planning on to straighten this out with me cuz im his friance and I believe in him at the last visit i saw him and the last letter he sent me...I LOVE HIM SO MUCH AND CANT WAIT TO BE HIS WIFE....I LOVE U BABY RON...you have no idea what u mean to me....and im thankful for all the friends that been here for me though the whole sitaution that i been going though and cant wait to see my man on APRIL 2 im looking forward to it!!!!!!!!