you always smiled at me in annoying little way
that stupid smile that sent lightning through my veins
it made every hormone in my sixteen year old body go crazy
how could that smile have such an effect on my soul?
and maybe some day you'll come to realize
all that i did for you
maybe someday you'll realize that you really do love me
and i won't be here standing in the rain
i remember how warm your hand felt when it held mine
it's quite amazing how a hand could make me feel that way
and i remember the scar there on your hand that i've noticed
every time i've seen you
and maybe some day you'll come to realize
all that i did for you
maybe someday you'll realize that you really do love me
and i won't be here standing in the rain
the summer nights we spent in each others arms
are burned on to my memory
i don't even know if i want to think of you anymore though
because you're really just a lying, deceitful little boy
unfortunately i'm meant for you
and maybe some day you'll come to realize
all that i did for you
maybe someday you'll realize that you really do love me
and i won't be here standing in the rain
i guess that once again we'll realize
that all i was is your slave
and the cycle will go on again
we'll barter for our love
our fake little teenage love
Gosh, I know just how you feel, and unfortunately going through it myself, right now. This is beautiful and you express yourself beautifully.