screaming horrid words
that tear apart my soul
like a knife going through me
more blood is shed
for the sake of your happiness
you laugh at my tears
and i turn to run away
the light goes off in my world
i sit in the darkness once again
once again tasting my own tears
the salt from them sting my wounds
that originate from you
and they tell me,
"you've come too far to let go now,"
and say they'll hold me up
when they let me trip and fall more often than not
so i am here again
curled up in a ball
lying in a puddle of blood and tears
the light is off in my world
it will never go on again