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Finding Myself
I loved you forever and always
I gave my everything to try and make it work
When you walked away
My heart fell and shattered into a million tiny pieces
I lost who I was
My whole world changed after you walked away
I used to walk the straight and narrow path with you at my side
When you left me alone I ventured onto a different path
A dangerous path
Playing games with my life like it was nothing
Staying high to deal with the loss of you
Sleeping with different people each night to try to fill the emptiness in my heart
Failing to do so with each different person
None of them could take your place in my heart
Smoking to kill the time
Staying high to kill the feelings
Nothing mattered anymore
Reaching a new chapter in my life a dark one filled with regrets
A chapter I'll certainly deny to anyone who knows me
Filled with dark nights in rooms filled with smoke
Hoping to forget the memory of you
Smoking until I forget who I am and what my name is
Losing you changed who I am
On a journey to find who I really am without you
You and I was all I ever knew
It's my time to figure out who I am when I'm alone
~Persephone
