Nine Long Years

Sometimes I just want to be free.
Away from you;
Away from me.
It hurts to know that you dont love me.
It hurts more when I realize;
That I dont love you, Bea.
We fight everyday for nothing.
Its about time we stop thinking that theres something;
Called love lingering between us.
I dont know why I stay with you.
You're evil;
But you stay with me, too.
I want to go.
Get away.
Stay away from you.
We've tried for nine long years;
But now I think that it is through.
No poem has come out so smooth;
In a very long time;
So I think that it is truth.
We are miserable;
At one time, indivisible.
Now invisible to one another;
Im being literal.
It just doesnt work, no matter how we try.
We fool ourselves.
Its just meant to die.
I love my kids, as do you, Im sure.
Maybe they're the reason, Im so insecure;
With walking off at the end of the day.
But I know...
We must go our seperate ways.
I think its best, but I just cant bring;
Myself to do it, and thats the thing...
Its harder than it seems;
To cut myself loose from you.
Nine long years together...
I miss the first two.

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