A heart as heavy as the clouds above.
It's raining inside my head.
I sit and write this note;
In case I end up somewhere dead.
Cold winds blow;
Althought the windows are closed.
There must be something more.
I'm on the floor;
Crying. Is this what I have chosen?
Words unspoken.
Notes from the broken.
The storm is getting heavy for me.
The coldness numbs my fingers.
I cannot breathe.
I cannot feel.
I'm an overthinker.
Hurt lingers in my chest.
I was happy once upon a time.
That time has passed;
And the happier me has been put to rest.
I'm just a carbon copy of what I used to be.
I don't want to be.
I don't want to be an empty me.