Pain....II

I was only 11 years old when some one came into my life

My mom married him...

He loved me instead...

HE did GOD awful things to me...

He ran my life...

He held me captive for 4 years

I ran from him...

He beat me...He treated me like I was a dog...

All i could do is ask GOD why did you do this to me...

And it wasn't gods fault... it was the person who was doing

all this to such a young person...



He told me if i told any one he would KILL me...and i believed him...such a fool would have not believed him...

I lay in bed thinking at night what i should have done...

I should have told some one...whether i ended up dead or not

At least it would have all ended faster...

Author's Notes/Comments: 

DON'T FEEL SORRY FOR ME...

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