if you're going to shoot me
pull the goddamn trigger
don't leave me here waiting
yeah i've waited too long for death
my brains would look pretty
splattered against the wall
take a picture of it for me
and send it to my mother
tell her i've got a beautiful
mind after all
sign it from amanda
because that's the only
name she knew me by
and give the news
to my father
and tell him that it should
have been him
because he's a stupid mother fucker litterally
and nobody ever really liked him anyway
let my enemies spit in my coffin
at my lonely funeral
give them all alcohol
and let them celebrate
i'd like to thank them because
they made dying easy
if i have any friends left
tell them i'll see them when i see them
if any of those bitches get into heaven
i'm gonna throw a fit in hell
and don't forget to tell my baby
i'm sorry i haven't called
thanks for doing this for me
i don't have the guts to do it myself
you're wonderfully and terrifically homicidal
i'm lucky to have known you lover
and i have one last favor to ask you
please kiss my dead lips before you go