if i can't have you

i keep your picture under my pillow

i kiss it each night before i go to bed

i still remember the day i took it

and i remember the exact words you said

"hey freak i'm not interested

can't you get it through your head?"



i keep the restraining order you gave me

in a frame up on my wall

i'll wait for however  long it takes baby

even if it takes forever for you to fall

and when you love me baby

then i'll finally have it all



i stood outside your bedroom window

even though i knew i shouldn't be there

i watched you undress slowly

and i watched you comb your hair

why can't you see baby

how much i really care?



what do i have to do

to show you how i feel

these things i feel for you

are the only things that are real

and if i cant have you baby

nobody else will



i keep your body in my closet

i kiss it each night before i go to bed

i still remember the day i took it

and i remember the exact words you said

"hey freak how the fuck did you get into my house??!

oh god please don't!!" and then you bled



i keep the pictures that i took of us

in frames up on my wall

i wanted for so long baby

for you to finally fall

and now that you love me baby

i really have it all








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