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not with a bang, but silently
writing it out
is easier than saying it to your face
maybe i'll leave it out
in a nocticeable place
just a piece of paper
with my words scribbled in ink
just to let you know
exactly what i think
i'm tired of being ignored
i just wanted someone to care
but when i needed you the most
you were never there
and everyday when you come home
you never notice me
you don't see the hurt on my face
you don't know i'm lonely
i wish i was more like you
unfeeling and numb
because the only time you talk to me
is to tell me that i'm dumb
to say that i'm dirt or i'm trash
who never could do anything right
you tell me to leave the room, leave you alone
you're done talking to me tonight
so here i am in my room again
wondering why you hate me
and as i slide the blade across my wrists
i go out, not with a bang, but silently
because i couldn't wait anymore
for everything to get better
and all that's left of me now
is this lousy suicide letter
