Habbit

Are you asking me why?

...why do I do it?

Maybe it's because I want to get myself lost

Maybe there are alot of things I want to forget

Maybe it's because I can't stand you and I can't stand me

Maybe I hate the way that things are

Doing this... it's like getting away

Without ever having to go too far

Or maybe it's a reminder to myself

That my life is going nowhere

Maybe it helps me feel numb

Because I really don't want to care

Maybe I hate myself

Maybe I hope I'll slowly disappear

Maybe I like the feeling

Of being anywhere but here

Maybe I hate you

Because you seem to hate me too

Maybe I'm replacing one habbit for another

And this is easier than being addicted to you


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Amanda,

hey, this brings back some memories for me...

Love,
Jojo