Are you asking me why?
...why do I do it?
Maybe it's because I want to get myself lost
Maybe there are alot of things I want to forget
Maybe it's because I can't stand you and I can't stand me
Maybe I hate the way that things are
Doing this... it's like getting away
Without ever having to go too far
Or maybe it's a reminder to myself
That my life is going nowhere
Maybe it helps me feel numb
Because I really don't want to care
Maybe I hate myself
Maybe I hope I'll slowly disappear
Maybe I like the feeling
Of being anywhere but here
Maybe I hate you
Because you seem to hate me too
Maybe I'm replacing one habbit for another
And this is easier than being addicted to you
Amanda,
hey, this brings back some memories for me...
Love,
Jojo