i admit that i don't always use my please's and thank you's
that when somebody sneezes i forget to say bless you
that i don't say enough of how i feel and too much of what's on my mind
that i'm way too sarcastic to be considered very caring or kind
that i like to be by myself to get lost somewhere deep in thought
that i have trouble admitting when i'm wrong and, oh, i'm wrong alot
that i come too often and too quick upon anger and too late to say i'm sorry
that i wish i was more honest and nicer to everybody in my family
that i could count my blessings and be grateful for everything i had
that i'd show off to my friends less and try harder to impress my mom and dad
or that i'd stand up for what i believe in and not feel dumb for doing it
and that i'd try not to remember the bad things but do my very best to forget
i admit that i don't always treat people the way i want them to treat me
that too many times i find myself tapping my fingers against something impatiently
that i don't pay enough attention to my teachers while i'm sitting in class
that sometimes i get the feeling that i'm walking barefoot through broken glass
that they are days i hate myself more than anybody else i can think of
and that there are too many mornings when i just can't get myself to get up
that i pretend to be happy for people when i'm really just jealous
that i wish i'd go to church more often and try to be more religous
that i'd think about what i'm going to say before i say anything at all
that i'd think less about hitting a home run and keep my eye on the ball
that i wouldn't be such a procrastinator, always saving things for later, and just get it over with
or that i'd tell you more often all of these little things that i never do admit