Monotonous thoughts
Scatter across my mind
Leaving me oblivious
And undefined
Dark thoughts avenge my mind
I do not have the wisdom
To guide my way through
The dark memories of past
Unleash themselves
Before my eyes
Scarred for life
Raging inside
A scattered being
Will I be?
For the rest of this life
Help me god
My dear Lord
Illuminate my way
Help me find the path
The one Iām meant to walk
i have
said this one a thousand times on floor, unable to lift myself --- literally