I’ve never scattered your hopes my father
I’ve never scattered your hopes my mother or my brother
But why did you burn me alive?
Tell me why you set me alight?
Why did you show your love to me?
If you were to burn me alive
What is your right over my life?
What is your right over my death?
I was always your obedient servant
I was always your sister your daughter
And it’s still your blood that runs in my veins
Though you are blinded by your foolish pride
Now when I look at my shattered skin
I always wonder,
Why did you give birth to me?
If you were to steal my youth from me
Why didn’t you strangle me when I brought disgrace upon you?
For the first time as an infant
For being born as the only girl
Amongst seventeen proud men
Is this my punishment?
For being born a woman
Or is this my punishment?
For making love to the man of my dreams
Or is this my punishment?
For perusing my own dreams
Or is it because it was never meant to be for me
Couldn’t you see?
I was to bring a life to this cruel world
It was your own blood who was burning inside me
did you feel your blood raging?
When you poured your anger and inhumanity over me
And set me alight
And watched me burning alive
Tell me how to forgive you
For watching me burning alive
Tell me how to forgive you
For watching my whole life shattering in front of your eyes
Tell me how to forgive you
For expecting me to die
Remember it was your will to steal my life
But still I am happy
And still I can hold my head high and utter
“I am free”
From the prison of your family with inhumanity and rage
The family which was never mine
To love or to be loved