No one seems to notice me
It is like I am not there
Why do I feel so alone
When I know people really care?
I have struggled so much
Day in and day out
Trying to find happiness
But I need a new route
I’ve tried so many ways
To deal with all the pain
I want this all to end
My goals I can’t obtain
I used to be strong
But inside I am weak
The mask I have worn
Is made of concrete
My arms are all torn up
And a lot of people stare
But yet I keep on cutting
And I don’t really care
The fate of my rough life
Lie in a bunch of pills
This route I choose
Is good because it kills
Yes to me it sounds great
To have my life end
The holes in my life
I am not able to mend
It may be hard for you
To hear how I feel
But I want you to know
My scars will never heal
I wish I could tell you why
But there is no way I can
The only thing I can say, though
That this is all part of the plan
It is hard to explain
Why I want to die
I just don’t think I can make it
I have only begun to cry
Now as it is time for me to go
I want to you to hear
That I love you all
And I will always be near