These tears aren’t in regard to you…
They never have been
You look so helpless when I cry
But yet you don’t know what to do
Because there is nothing to do
I pretend to cry, because you don’t understand me
But do you see I don’t understand myself
So you are my replacement
For this lacking
I cry because I need help
I am sad and don’t know how to change it
I don’t know who I am
I am not good enough for myself
I need to be told that I am
And no matter what, you still love me
I need this because I can’t love myself
And I need you to help me
I need you desperately
I need your help
I am crying because I am lonely within myself
It isn’t you…It’s me
And it has always been me
But I don’t know how to stop it.