I'm down again
and can't get up
I'm tired
and i'm trying so hard
to not feel much.
Everything i see-
its out of focus.
Believing things,
its strange,
when no one trusts you.
why?
why is it following me
around again?
where can it live and be
gone.
for i have found my long lost
friend again.
the depression is back where it first belonged.