patient #223

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Section 8

I've been here so long, locked inside this hell so long ago, I don't know if I even existed before I opened my eyes in this prison. I don't even know if there is a world beyond these walls. Everything is so hazy in my mind, I'm not sure what is real and what is a dream, though the doctors tell me it is all in my mind, and the people who come to me aren't real. I'm told they don't' exist, but they tell me things that are to be, and whisper in my ears at night, words of future events. I've tried telling someone, anyone, but the therapy and the experiments have left me nothing but a consciousness that barley hangs on, and feels as it fades with each treatment. I am locked in my mind now, with no one to hear me, but myself and the grey people who still visit me. I no longer try, but keep it locked inside, just as they have me locked in here, with hope that I'll be cured and free, but I'm so scared I fear I'll never be able to stand among men again as a human..but as a freak, a monster of their creating. In this place, I spend my time, and the time is soon that I will be free of my own doing, whether in death or life. They have a plan for me, and Soon that plan will be revealed.

mrpoofs's picture

oh my this is scary. Is life

oh my this is scary. Is life such a way with you, or is this simply vivid creation? I dearly hope it is the latter.

Shadow_season's picture

It was a random idea I had

It was a random idea I had today, I though it would be neat to write from the view point of the character. I had been thinking today about how that most horror revolves around torture porn or something like that, and I thought it would refreshing to see something that is based on the deranged and the mentally ill, and this idea just came to mind. Like patients in an institution.

mrpoofs's picture

its really good

its really good

Shadow_season's picture

Thanks

Thanks