MESSED UP

I COULD NEVER DO RIGHT

EVEN IF I TRIED MY BEST

I GAVE UP EVERYTHING FOR ONE THING

BUT, THAT ONE THING WAS THE WRONG THING

MY LIFE IS FALLING APART PIECE BY PIECE

NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY

IT COULD GET NO BETTER

I AM THE OPPOSITE OF RIGHT

SO I WONDER WHY I CAN'T DO RIGHT

MAYBE I WAS MEANT TO DO WRONG

LORD PLEASE HELP ME

I WANT TO CONFESS MY SINS NOW

SO, I SHALL TURN TO YOU FOR HELP

I SHALL GIVE ASK FOR FORGIVENESS

FOR ANOTHER CHANCE AT LIFE

LEARN FROM MY MISTAKES

AND WATCH WHAT I DO CAREFULLY

WHY DOES IT ALWAYS HAPPEN TO ME

I'M LIVING A LIFE FULL OF LIES

MY LIFE SHOULDN'T HAVE TO BE LIKE THIS

ONCE AGAIN I WISH I CAN TAKE IT ALL BACK

AN OLD RIVAL SAID TO ME

"YOU'VE DONE NOTHING WITH YOUR LIFE

NOTHING FOR FOUR YEARS"

NOW THAT'S MY WAKE UP CALL

SINCE I REALIZED MY LIFE IS FALLING APART

AND IT ALL HAPPENED WHEN I MESSED UP

Author's Notes/Comments: 

WE ALL HAVE DOWNFALLS AND IT TOOK FOR SOME1 TO TELL ME SINCE THEY LAST SAW ME I STILL HAVEN'T DONE NOTHING WITH MY LIFE. WRITTEN 9/18/09

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