Forgiven

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2007

Hear my confession

lips form the words

"I'm sorry"

again and again

An endless prayer

said in a whisper

born of a sigh

voiced in my dreams

of you

Awake

stare into your

eyes of northern ice-

Don't cry

Don't look away

Alive

down on my kness

No longer loved

but still forgiven

And you'll smile

on me

another day

and warm me

like the sun

another time

you'll forgive me

when I fail again

But every day

I'm a little less

worthy

when you smile

on me

it burns

Self-loathing

pounding through

my heart

my veins

Kill this

wretched whore

who doesn't deserve

to kiss your feet

but you know

forgivness is

punishment enough

Forgiveness

and a life

that lives

and breathes

regret

Inhale the shame

and my lungs

are caving

I'll never

forgive

myself

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Wrote this about my girlfriend who I cheated on. She chose to forgive me, which can be a punishment in itself because you realize you have hurt such a good, loving person that never deserved it. 2007.

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