There is nothing to say
that has not already been said.
What meaning do the words
of the uninspired hold?
Just another forgotten death
Just another suicide
Once there was meaning
Then there was you
You say you love me
False words
Clever deceit
I've witnessed the lie
Do you know love?
Have you felt
the pleasure
the passion
the pain?
But you were afraid
the child's fear
I do not care
Can you see my lie?
Is this how
I'm supposed to go?
I never asked for this
I never wanted to die
this way
I wanted to live
I want to live
But you are killing me
Did you want to be my savior?
Would you lead me to salvation?
I'll die first
and die I shall
You never lived
You never loved
When you look at me
you see the testimony
of your failure
the embodiment
of your sins
the epitome
of your fears
You never loved me
You never felt
the pleasure
the passion
the pain
Pain-
May you hurt
as I hurt
May you bleed
as I bled
May you die
as I died
May this curse
be eternal
May my vengence
be complete
When you read
my words
when I've died by my hand
by your hand
You will know:
Christ cannot save.
See you in Hell.