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I want this...

I want this

Because I want to feel like

I lived my life for a reason.

I wanna feel like I made a

Difference

In someone's life!

I wanna feel like I have a purpose!



I used to have that feeling...

But it left me, sometime ago -



Suddenly damned

To my own Hell

I'm stuck.

Confused with no way out...

I can find every excuse in the world

To have another cigarett,

And lately,

I can't even stand

The face I see,

In the mirror...

And it's making me crazy...



Here I am

On my knees

Begging Poetry

To be my vehicle,

Back to the me,

That I once knew...



A smart man once said that

"Without struggle

There is no progress."

But I feel like -



I'm losing

The battle...



And there's

No easy way to cry,

But my eyes can't take it

Anymore.

My being is exhausted...

And I know,

That if I'm gonna have any life

Anymore,

I have to climb

Out of this hell,

That I've become accustomed to...



I was almost honest

When I said that

"Things happen, the way the happen

For a reason."

And the reality of that

Is tearing me apart...

So, I can only hope,

That in my future

Are better days...

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