I need to get back
In the game,
Cause I mean
Whoa... It's been a while.
So long I felt as if
I had forgotten how to do it.
To the point where,
I felt like a virgin again.
So I flipped through
The multicolored pages
Of scribbles, notes of hope
And despair
And I came across this --
I wish...
I wish that wishes came true
I wish that life was so good
You didn't have to make wishes.
I wish I could walk across the street
And watch a sun rise
Then turn around
And see a sun set.
I wish it was night time
Forever.
I wish it was a sunny day
For eternity.
Sometimes I wish
We never met,
But we shared a love
That I'll never forget.
And it escapes me,
My reasoning for longing
For this empty feeling.
And while the world
Sings my song of
Loneliness and composure
I stumble across the
Interesting revelation
That it is what it is,
And it comes and goes
As it pleases.
But I am prepared,
To converse with the hearse
Bearing the worst of
Apocalyptic decisions...
Where will I go with my life?
What will I do?
So flood my eyes with your words
As you fill my space with your
Discomfort...
Wait a minute!
Was I talking out loud?
"Yes" she said
As I replied "who are you?"
She was one of those girls,
You know
Peeking around every corner
Looking for Mr. Johnny come lately.
"Are you..." "No, I'm not," I said
"And I'm sorry
Cause I know how it feels...
Well..." I said. "It can't rain all the time."
As I turned my back to broken spirits
Because you won't find me there
Life's too short for that.
So like I said
I need to get back
In the game.
Cause I mean, whoa...
It's been a while.
But I can't stop thinking
Of her.
She had eyes like
The cold gray smoke
Of a warm dream
And a walk that made you go
Umph umph umph, like vanilla ice cream --
And being slightly interested
In the way things could be
Only seeing what I wanna see
I realize things just
Wouldn't be the same
Because... I need
To get back in the game.
To avoid the pain
Of being alone
As I sit at home
Chasing my thoughts
And pursuing the excitement
And enjoyment
Of parallel soliloquy's--
Mine and life.
Cause every little bit counts
As it ends up being
Not very subtle,
But very effective.
And I have become
A detective,
Counting clues and who's
Of what?
I don't know
Cause I mean
Whoa...
It's been a while
But I'm willing
To go that extra mile
Because damn it!
If I let go
Then I'll never know.
So...
I'm gonna do it
Cause all I gotta do
Is put my mind to it.