Trying to prescribe a cure for my soul,
I fell deep into this black hole.
Tuggin, strugglin, screamin.
I discovered I'd never be whole...
I thought experience would always
Help me find my vehicle
To a spherical, lyrical, miracle...
But as I scramble to scribble a sequel
To simple subtle words,
It's nothing special...
Those fatal words set in -
- it's nothing special-
Just a coincidence of my innocence
Or the essence of my grievance.
Patience is my present preference
As I am led by your guidance,
But there is no balance to your brilliance
So I cannot confide in it.
For subtlety more times than not
Seems to be one of life's better qualities-
It was there that I found you
Dreaming, longing for that knowing knowledge
One searches for.
You awake by my touch
With sweat beading down your face.
As I am your savior
And I feed you with your own starvation.
Then you. Being more interested
In the stories I tell
Have yet to know me for who I am.
And as strange as it may seem,
The pain of something been gone,
Not lost, but never there
Creeps slowly into your throat.
And you start thinking of some
Word or phrase
To give you the proper opportunity
To apologize.
But everything you know to be me
Is dead to you.
Because it's too late
For my work here is done.