I'm trapped in a joke
I can't back away from
And it makes me cry.
The hiding hints,
And harboring outlawed thoughts.
I guess
i just wanna be
Anywhere but here.
And she's everywhere
I wanna be.
I often say there's always tomorrow
And I remember that night
I questioned my life,
As I wondered,
Where do we go from here?
There might not be a tomorrow.
And all the things
That you want to be
You already are
While choking down
Dreams of a forgotten
Childhood,
They don't always come true.
And you find yourself
In fields of lost hope
Because
Everyone has to have a philosophy
On life.
And you're trapped in a joke that
You had no idea
You were a part of
Hiding hints.
For it's been a while
Since life pushed you
In the right direction.
That doesn't mean
Take it with a grain of salt.
I guess
I just wanna be
Anywhere but here,
This place hurts.
And you stand
On the outside looking in,
Hoping life gives you
A push.
And I stand on the inside
Looking out
Thinking -
I guess
I just wanna be
Everywhere she is.