Silently screaming
In mind blown yacktivity
They thought I was
The he people like to be.
The,
"I wanna be he"
That little kids look up to.
No, I'm just me
Floating in a mellow moon rise...
And if it's up to me
While kneeling on memories
Seeping from the cracks in the walls,
I will be, can be, need be
That he...
Be like,
I wanna be he!
But who am I now?
Just a spec in the crowd
Standing on a fire escape
From reality...
I am people
And if it's up to me
I will be people.
And still,
Misting in a purple sun
Somethings survive,
Sometimes.
Some me survives,
Me survives
If it's up to me,
Kneeling on cracked memories,
Sympathetic anger
Anger sympathizing,
And still.
Somethings,
Are better left unsaid.
If it's up to you
It's up to me.
Better now,
That never ever.
"Well if it's up to you
It's up to me" she said.
And still
Identifiying dying while
Wanting to be purifying...
Purified...
Dead life,
Hanging on the edge of reality.
After life
The meaning of life.
And still
If it's up to me
Kneeling on memories of life
I be life
Life be I
Left dead,
Hanging on the edge of alone.