I’ll never forget your teachings.
I’ll never forget your beseechings.
I’ll remember your hatred.
I’ll remember what you said.
I’ll never forget my locked room.
I’ll never forget your hate consumed.
I’ll remember your lashings.
I’ll remember your beatings.
I’ll never forget your slurs.
I’ll never forget I loved her.
I’ll remember my slits.
I’ll remember being a misfit.
I’ll never forget the ones,
one step,
one fall,
one second,
one suicide.