You Don't Trust Me?

I get it.
I let you down,
A YEAR AGO.

I get it,
You didn't trust me.
For months,
And months,
I nearly drounded
In my own tears.
For months,
I nearly bled out
From scars.
For months,
I wondered,
Would we ever be ok?

Suddenly:
We were alright!
Everything was going great
*depression lifted*
You told me and I quote
"You're just such a good person.
I love you."
I vowed that day,
I could never let you down again.
On purpose.

A few more months went by,
The slightest clue of evidence,
Indicated I was up to no good.
Boy, you jumped the gun,
Just a bit....

You trusted me,
You don't trust me?
Why don't you trust me?
I trust you,
When sometimes I really shouldn't.
I hurt so much by hurting you,
I promised I would be good.
But you didn't believe me,
You're own flesh,
You're own blood.

You know you were just like me;
When you were "young."
That's what I am:
A mix of your mistakes,
Just updated.
Was someone dissappointed in you?

I can believe you don't trust me.
I trusted you to trust me,
And that is now broken.
I know now who likes to point fingers,
"Think of the first three letters of assume,
So don't make yourself one by assuming."
Is what you tell me...
Well look where I got that from.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Ok, so I get in trouble a while ago for something. Suddenly when the slightest evidence is found that someone has been up to no good. Automatically its me.....hurtful much?

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