Please Remember

All the lies that were told,
All the tears that you saved,
Every word you told me,
None of which I ever believed.
Every fight we ever fought,
All unspoken things that we thought,
All the screams of things we've said
That still circle constantly in my head,
Things I wish were taken back,
Some memories I wish would fade to black.
Now this could be the goodbye forever,
Well if it is,
I just wanted you to remember:

The way I looked looking up to you,
The things you said to comfort me,
The pain we caused in each others' heart,
How this love-hate feeling starts,
How I could see right through you,
How this ended far too soon.
I know it hurts for me to go,
But please, remember me.

I got mad at you,
Then recieved your anger in return,
I'd never thought I would be able to laugh,
Then to cry.
I put you through so much hurt,
And I though I was going through worse.
I never wanted to please you,
You didn't care what I thought either,
I don't I'd do without you,
But I guess I'll have to learn.
If I had it my way,
You'd be forever happy with the one you love,
The person you belong to,
Not me.
I know I help,
But I also make things worse,
When I do you pin me down,
fill me with grief.
Yet moments later,
you beg for forgiveness at my feet.
Talk about bi polar.
I'm being hypocritic,
I know I'm the same way.
Anyway you think of me,
I just want you to think of me,
Remember me
Love me,
Hate me,
Remember me.

I don't regret meeting,
Even if it was a hit and run,
What we've been through,
It really wasn't bad,
I'm glad we've had the time we've had.
Just please remember,
Because I will remember you,
Please remember.

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