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Now I have to speak

Terribly frankly

Or I think I will burst

I think I will die

I think I will suffocate

Within the hate in my head

Within this self hate

Within this selfish hate



Then I forget

The very thing I was going to say

Except, I feel rejected

Dejected, regretted

And everything else that is negative

I believe they curse behind my back

And I hate you all have everything

The very things I lack

And frankly

Why do you people only want to screw me?

I’m so desperate to be happy

Someone tell me you want me

Someone tell me you need me

Someone tell me I have something to believe in

This has gone for far too long

A feeling that I just cannot shake off

And tears sting my heavy lidded eyes

I hate my body

I hate it

I so sorely despise

Everything I am

All that I was

The thing I will grow into

Is not something I want



Because nobody wants

Nobody cares

I tried to tell you

But you didn’t understand

No, no one understands

No one can comprehend

The knife inside my hand



That’s why I need to get away

I had another dream of late

I know how this little romance ends

And it ends in tears

Yet

Again





Listen to me

Listen to me

I don’t want to just get fucked

I need to be desired

I need to be loved

Listen to me

Listen to me

I’m sick of getting fucked

I want to be desired

I want to be loved

I’m dying to be loved