Go to hell.

I’ve been

Let down

Cast out

Lied to

Now I’ve grown out

It’s sad but I’ve changed, I don’t feel the same



I was

Let down

Cast out

Lied to badly

Now I’ve grown out

Of it all completely

I wish I’d seen it coming

But I denied it blindly

Even though it was there in front of me

I thought it’ll be fine like

No danger to be seen

How wrong could I be?

And it tortured me

There was nothing to be done

I cried my self to sleep

Said I had a headache

Pretended to be asleep

In that room alone

And I wanted to go home

Everything was ruined for me

So ruined for me

It hurt me so badly

It wasn’t the first time, third sadly

What makes you lie to me?

Why the fuck did you lie to me?

You don’t even fucking consider me

Does anybody ever fucking consider me?

I would never have done to you what you did

Because I care too much for the people I’m with

I put myself out and I give and I give

But you all take and you take

And it has become so hard to live

And I try and smile bravely

When I just want to quit

Quit on this all

Just quit on this

Quit on my love interests

Quit on my friends

Cause I just seem to get hurt

Again and again

Whether it is though silence

An action or words

You people seem to go out of your way

To make me get hurt

And I can’t take the selfishness

I can’t take the lies

I can’t take the way I get treated

And I can only ask why

Why do you all resent me?

Why can’t you see?

The things that you do are an act against me

It’s cause nobody cares

Except for they want, except themselves

Well I tell you all what

You can all go to hell.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

hmph

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Lisa Chase's picture

great poem. i can relate