I’ve been
Let down
Cast out
Lied to
Now I’ve grown out
It’s sad but I’ve changed, I don’t feel the same
I was
Let down
Cast out
Lied to badly
Now I’ve grown out
Of it all completely
I wish I’d seen it coming
But I denied it blindly
Even though it was there in front of me
I thought it’ll be fine like
No danger to be seen
How wrong could I be?
And it tortured me
There was nothing to be done
I cried my self to sleep
Said I had a headache
Pretended to be asleep
In that room alone
And I wanted to go home
Everything was ruined for me
So ruined for me
It hurt me so badly
It wasn’t the first time, third sadly
What makes you lie to me?
Why the fuck did you lie to me?
You don’t even fucking consider me
Does anybody ever fucking consider me?
I would never have done to you what you did
Because I care too much for the people I’m with
I put myself out and I give and I give
But you all take and you take
And it has become so hard to live
And I try and smile bravely
When I just want to quit
Quit on this all
Just quit on this
Quit on my love interests
Quit on my friends
Cause I just seem to get hurt
Again and again
Whether it is though silence
An action or words
You people seem to go out of your way
To make me get hurt
And I can’t take the selfishness
I can’t take the lies
I can’t take the way I get treated
And I can only ask why
Why do you all resent me?
Why can’t you see?
The things that you do are an act against me
It’s cause nobody cares
Except for they want, except themselves
Well I tell you all what
You can all go to hell.
great poem. i can relate