If you
Open your mouth one more time
I’ll feed the screams right into you
If you
Say what you think one more time
I’ll force all the truth into you
And you’ll buckle
Under the weight
And you’ll collapse
With all the self hate
See it from my eyes
The ones that saw
Them kick
Hit
Smack
Their lips as they parted
Gasped
Inhaled
Ready for more words
Is this enough?
You think this is fair
And it’ll kill you
When you remember I ran to you
And you said nothing
You thought I was overreacting
You thought I was lying
And you think it still
You think I’m wrong
I want to scream until I die
To make you fucking realise
You have no idea
What they put me through
And what I put me through
Till this day
Not a minute goes by
When I don’t hate myself a little bit
It starts from nothing
A wrong word
Walk the wrong way
Wrong turn of the wheel
Single mark on the face
And the answer stares so blindly
So innocent and so inviting
The hollowed skin
The dripping mess
The bottle of pills
Until you forget
Their taunts
Their screams
That lives with you
Every time you bleed
Open your mouth one more time
I’ll feed the screams right into you
If you
Say what you think one more time
I’ll force all the truth into you
If you
Dare think that you know better
I’ll cut my skin and make you know better
If you
Dare say what you said one more fucking time
I’ll end this pitiful life of mine
To make you fucking realise
Make you fucking realise
Strong words and a fucking fantastic piece of poetry. Loved it.