Head's full of smoke

It’s never been harder

It’s never got easier

I hear some news of you

And,

My heart sinks

When I see you with her

My heart sinks

And my head spins

And I still grip

I want to hold

Onto you



It’s never been easy

It’s always been hard

I heard some news about you

And,

My head dropped

When I heard what you said about her

My head dropped

And I feel sick

I lurch and I

Still can’t let go

Of you



I wrote you a letter

That never got sent

It said everything

That should have been said

But I never knew you

You could never know me

We’ll never know each other

As much as we need



We had a song

That we never sang

It still means everything

All we planned

But I couldn’t reach you

You were too far too see

So we’ll never hear that song

Again, you and me



My head’s to full of smoke

All your troubles are tangled close

You were always my obvious weakness

There were too many ways to hide

You’re too closed off inside

But you still broke me down

I’ve never gotten over it and sadly

You broke me down but it hurt so badly

Author's Notes/Comments: 

theres always one.

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