I used to dance to move you
I used to laugh to get closer to you
I’d scream so you’d notice I’d gone
I’d die for a little less silence
In the absence of your heart
I used to imagine your songs for me
I used to imagine your feelings for me
I’d make wishes on the stars and the moon
My dreams had become boring but then there was you
Then it got lost
Whatever we had it just got lost
I moved away and wandered far
At much heavy cost
I lost what I had
I wanted it to be you
I lost myself in innocence
I was battered I was bruised
These days I’m too badly broken
These days I’m too badly hurt
My defences are always up
These days my guards too solid
These days I’m tainted by words
These days everyman’s a liar
A scumbag, a cheat
These days everyman’s after one thing
And it just isn’t me
This is what happened when your heart is breeched and your guard is let down
He’s rotten me spoiled me into the ground and this terrible mess that he left needs to be found.