As I wander into the vastness of the pitch-black night,
I'm surrounded by shadows that take the place of the light;
I see before me nothing but the moon and the distant stars,
Joined only by the headlights of a few straggling cars.
The darkness gives way to a streetlight:
As I approach its brilliant source,
The illumination it gives me assures me of my course.
It slowly fades as I walk away, putting itself behind me,
And all that time my immortal shadow lengthens to eternity.
There's a gently blowing breeze that doesn't warn of violence;
The noise is dying down, and I'm immersed in silence.
I find my mind delving into a state of deep thought
Of all the things I have done, of all the battles I've fought.
When my mind comes back, I'm where I was bound for
Wishing all to Hell that I had found more
Of what I was looking for in the hallways of Time,
Knowing I won't find it until well past my prime.
I reach my destination, in desperate need of sleep;
I fall into bed, where my night's rest will be deep,
And I think of all of the places where my mind has taken flight
As I journeyed through the vastness of the pitch-black night.
Patrick Hopkins
First written 9/11/1995, first published in local poetry anthology, "The Listening Room" 12/1/1995