Maybe I

Folder: 
Poems

Maybe I can't survive without you.

I feel as if I need to see your face.

And I need to smell you essence.

I need to feel disgrace.

No new develoments to assume

So many new developments to consume

I will never see the progression in my head

And I'll never see my mother dead.



Maybe I can't feel good without you.

I can't feel good unless I'm the same.

You make me perfect without the words.

Maybe I'll just have to be insane.

I'm dumb, I'm plane.

I'm stupid, I'm lame.

I'm selfish, I'm the same.

Help me now. Tell me you'll kiss me all the time.

Tell me you love me, tell me you're mine.



You said that I had you.

You said that I was your girl.

You told me I had you.

You gave me the world.

But you forgot the sleep.

You can't kiss me right.

Sleep in spoons.

Give me love that monsoons.



Endless. My love is endless.

Fearless. My life seems fearless.

But I'm ugly. Every single day I'm ugly.

But you think I'm beautiful.

You are all that counts.

It's always been you,

Always been you.

I can't be true.

I love too many.

I love too often.



Maybe I can't stand to be happy anymore.

Can I take the needle from your arm?

You make me perfect just when I'm sore.

I need to feel your harm.

Will you give me a hit again?

Will you hit me over again?

Harder and harder I say.

Every Fucking Day.



I'm sorry I left you once.

I'm not sorry I left you twice.

I'm very sorry I left you three times baby.

I know that sometimes I'm not so nice.

But I love you with all my heart.

I promise to tear your world apart.



I'm ganna tear your face apart.

I'm ganna make you scream for me.

Bleed baby bleed.

I need you to see.

See me, see me.

See you, but see me too.



I fell inlove with you once before.

It was the first love I've ever felt.

I fell inlove again to someone else.

I fell in love again to someone else.

I want to fall for you again.

I want you to never do herion.

I want to sleep beside you.

I want you to kiss my forehead, again.



Maybe I just can't feel.

Maybe this isn't as real.

Maybe my heart hurts too bad.

Maybe my life is way too sad.

Maybe I don't love you.

But I do, I love you.



Maybe I can't escape you.

Maybe I can't escape without you.

Maybe I can't survive without you.

I feel as if I need to see your face.

And I need to smell you essence.

I need to feel disgrace.

You make me feel ugly.

You say I am beautiful.



Why is it?

Why has it always been you?




















Author's Notes/Comments: 

I don't know why I still write about him...

View schrammie's Full Portfolio
tags: