Sitting in emotional vomit
I stir in my silent stew of solitude
Oh god how I wish I was numb
But the beauty is so painful
The music was the only thing that was real
just vibrations in their most divine manner
Yet I am cursed, I swear
Disant towards the horizon I move
The gentle light warms my tear stained face
Everyday I get closer to becoming dust
Divine sadness I've been fighting
It's Heavenlyness I try alighting
My river flows deep
My soul is bleeding
Even in my most lonely state
I am glad to be a part of this
This precious little green and blue earth
Every sacred life on it a miracle
God's grace