the sun's rays penetrate

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and find their way to resuscitate

me in my rather sunken state

it's futile, while intentions are well

it's nearly impossible

(through this murky pool)

to revive a defective fool

who would place themselves in this position

and ways, there are none

to help someone who can't help themself

with solid stability and overall health

in each area - no panic. no paranoia.

no collapsed lungs or swallowed tongues

no delusions, or it will begin

to affect your physical self as well

and there'll be ideas of a savior

who'll compensate for your negligent behavior

but they never come, do they? what comes instead

are slow realizations you've formulated this only in your head

no one intends to save you, they gave you

every last opportunity they could

and it's to be understood

you are held responsible for your every action

for every fraction of bad judgment

for every time you fall, for every time you break a budget

so when he calls, just don't answer

because shallow swamps no longer get answered

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