Can this be real
knowing everything
knowing nothing.
I ache
In the deepest part of my heart
Pumping so fast it hurts to feel it.
Can it be over
completely and utterly finished?
What will happen
Who will I be
Will I ever be loved again?
My body stiffen's with anxiety
trying to hold on while
having my fingers slip
losing my grip on what I know.
My mind is in shambles
running in circles
feeling Hopeless
Loveless
Loneliness.
sbriere
Jan. 2/11