Thoughts swim through my mind
taking me in so many directions
Not letting me steer the wheel
of my own mind.
Having looked out the window
Its grey.
From inside my mind
I feel restricted from who I am
and where I belong.
My heart aches
to feel happiness
to reach out and have
someone take my hand
lead me into calm
into peace
and quiet.
Guilt fills my bones
makes me jittery.
He keeps me silent
hidden in the dark
with nothing.
All I hear is my heart beating
not able to see it
To feel.
Empty.
sbriere
Dec. 27/10