The days of today
lead me into the night of tomorrow.
To search continuously for myself.
To seek a part of myself that I have never met.
Each day I try to find my path
to understand what I am exactly suppose to do,
suppose to be.
Confusion sets in,
running around in circles with no start
and no end.
Maybe the moment isn't right
who knows for sure
My nights are filled with silence
my own voice telling me to give up
to succumb.
I search, meditate, pray
I try to stay active in my cacoon
of mundane repetition
Answers don't exist
not now it seems
Peace, not yet
Love, completely unsure
Confusion, most definitely.
Longling, without a doubt.
My mind wonders in this state
while each day I hope and pray
for a change, for a break in my
Monotony.
sbriere
Nov. 25/10