The pain inside my heart makes the tears
fall from my eyes
To feel the uncontrollable within my own
mind is depressing
I look out to window to a sunny day
and all I notice is the one cloud
in the sky.
The dark grey floating in an endless
vast of blue and yellow.
My spirit is deminished
I feel like I'm being squashed by
a strong force outside myself
Feeling this agony is unbearable.
My heart feels like a ton of dirt
before it is dumped into the deep hole
in the ground.
Its difficult, to hard to feel this
everyday
My heart needs to be uplifted
and I fear that will only happen
when you return to me.
sbriere
Nov. 21/10