As the day pass
I think of you often
Your smile,
Your laugh
Your touch.
I wonder to myself how lucky I am to have
you in my life
But I am hurting.
This hurt I feel stems from anything else
Space.
It kills my soul
It infects it with sorrow and loneliness
It tears it into pieces and spits on its puriness.
I feel empty without you
All I want is to have your hand in mine
to feel you looking at me in love.
As the night passes I sleep
Having dreams of our love and
in this moment
I can see your face
It's not real, its fake
but in those few minutes
I see you
I hear you
I can feel you
around me,
around you
together.
I wake up
knowing it wasn't real
And I am sad.
I miss you more
It's terrible
I hate it!
sbriere
Jun. 25/10