I want to pour out my heart
to feel something else then this
To be free of belonging and
just be
To put aside troubles and obligations
to welcome love and joy
And yet I cannot, I will not.
Life is difficult or so they say
But in my little world I want to feel more
To be more.
Wonder how it feels to have all you need
and nothing more
Would happiness result?
I fear not.
I know one thing for certain
I need you and I need her
to be in my life always
It feels so hard right now
These emotions, these painful,
unrelenting emotions.
Will they ever pass
How will it feel when it does
I hate this world of mine, but I wouldn't want anything else
Why do you leave,
Why can't you just stay.
sbriere
Jun. 12/10