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I need to get this feeling out of my heart, it's really tearing me apart but how do I do it? I don't know where to sTart! 

Going through an endless merciless hell, 

I cannot break the spell,

No matter how I try, this pain won't go away, 

Living aide of endless dismay,

Seems whatever I do, there's no way out,

No quick fix, what the hell is this all about? 

My loved ones get all my despair, my temper, my unhappiness, 

I'm surprised that they still care. 

Friends have used me, abused me, 

Now I've lost my trust in everyone.

If anyone ever hurts me, they will instantly lose me.

Is all this ever gonna change? I can't take this no more. 

It's gone out of hand, this feeling I've never ever had before. 

So where do I go, how do I get rid of this fear? 

Some days, forever into darkness, I could forever disappear.